so upset

so i went to karen's wedding. a lil screwed up as no bad weather plan was thought of. beach weddings shld somehow have a bad weather plan right? -.- dunno whats up with these people. but anw, it was great seeing them all exchange their vows in a garland of flowers in the waters.. :) the bride being canoe-ed in.. i think its all so sweet. thank God i had discipline and reached home by 12, despite the fact that there was a party aft the whole wedding thing where RnB music started playing at 10pm! :) i felt so prouda myself *smiles*

i spent saturday at school, following that yoga and then meetin up with J at late 7ish. and it was pretty horrible actually. we caught poisedom at 955pm. so i used the time to buy pressies for my mum and his mum. his mum liked my pressie :) haha, she says shes gotten another daughter. and my mummy, she loves my pressie too.. :) haha! *cheers* its mothers' day today. cheers to all the mummys =) u rocked our ur childs world. hip hip hooray. ok that aside, had a horrible time with J. hes so indecisive, so insensitive and bleah. he jus hit my raw nerve. my fuse was jus so short last night, and it snapped. i seriously hate going out with him sometimes. i hate it. cant a guy be a guy? make decisions? be fast abt doing things? dont be so wishy washy abt things. yuck, i hate guys like that.

so i had yet another sunday at school for the whole day. amazing or what? i offer to meet up but he rejects. forget it man. dam pussy. i cant take it alr. im tired and i jus want to rest. so since u dont appreciate a shit i think i cant b bothered anymore. no more meeting you for the whole month of May -hmph-